is freedom Really being free?

Nostaligic for a life unknown
remembering what could have been.
Knowing that there is always a choice
doesn't mean I really have one.
Character removes a lot of life.
Sometimes I must struggle against myself
to remain vital, alive, changing.
If my character keeps me from tragic decisions and the situations
that come with them, and struggle is where I grow the most...
God must bring me conflict. He must allow for tragedy to occur
so that I can grow. How can i continue to grow otherwise?
i can choose life. Can i choose otherwise? the tension is to try life, to experience; but to not offend God and still engage in mortality.

Virtual Realism

I'm lonely, so I clone me
in everyone I see.
If they differ
I get stiffer
and they cease to be.
My favorite quality is me
I create my own reality
as it suits me
Pretend

Word smithery

apathy is after me

complacence tries my patience

Integrity is integral to me

Breathe in

Breathe out

Breathe truth

Breathe doubt

choices bring

choices about

life and breath

or lies and death

Breathing breeds believing

4/4/10

Shining pupils
condensed family
death celebrates
death seperates
those that live, lived
and those that died
without effort